... Gracious The AlMighty ...

There are three things which if a person finds them, he has found the sweetness of faith: when Allah and His Messenger are dearer to him than all else; when he loves a person for no other reason than for the sake of Allah; and when he hates to return to kufr after Allah has saved him from it as he would hate to be thrown into fire... [Bukhari].

Remember everyday when you're losing hope, Allah is preparing you

 for better things, so do Him proud, and step up to the test!